Magic of the Realms: Authors note, Prologue, Chapter 1 & 2 Authors note: Yes the grammar is not what one would expect of a writer, this is also the first story I’ve ever written revised multiple times till I was happy with it. The characters in the beginning are not your typical wolf pack theyContinue reading “Story Time part 1”
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7 years and healing still
A decade ago if someone had told me I would have cut the bitch who birthed me out of my life, start a page documenting my journey discovering my autistic self (my gender identity ect), and start a blog; I would have laughed at them. I would have laughed and told them I wasn’t goodContinue reading “7 years and healing still”
The Real Me
You know you don’t really love mejust the idea of me that’s in your head. Cause if you knew me, you’d change your mind in a heart beat when all is said. But if I am wrong you’llhave to show me frombeginning to the end. You’ll have to show me causewords lose all meaning hastimeContinue reading “The Real Me”
Ark Diaries- The Island 5
Captains log day 45Its been 45 days now and the temperature fluctuation on this island…well this series of islands bisected by rivers is incredible. There is this fog that rolls in and out that brings icy temperatures with it. The sky has gone red a few times around midday brining unbearably hot temperatures with it.Continue reading “Ark Diaries- The Island 5”
Ark Diaries- The Island 4
Captains Log Day 13 In the days that have past I have built a pretty impressive safe haven for me and the creatures I have tamed. The overly large dino gates have created a decent wall around the section of this island outcrop I claimed for us. Along with a deep section of the littleContinue reading “Ark Diaries- The Island 4”
Ark Diaries- The Island 3
Captains log day 8 It took a little longer than I had hoped to find a new spot to build. I got distracted by ruins and trying to dodge some rather large predators Petra and I had come across. The ruins we found had vases and small storage boxes containing notes about the island andContinue reading “Ark Diaries- The Island 3”
Anti-Psych & what I’ve learned
I delved recently into this rabbit hole for several days, and have spent a few weeks processing (granted I have shared about it from one of the pages I follow on facebook). This rabbit hole has been very deep and one of the things I have discovered that has hindered my dive, is the factContinue reading “Anti-Psych & what I’ve learned”
Ark Diaries-The Island 2
Captains log day 5 So I can apparently die here but yet go on living unfortunately the same can not be said for poor Felix. I thought we could take on one of the three horned things for the meat and hide. I was very very wrong, inspite of increasing our states we got skeweredContinue reading “Ark Diaries-The Island 2”
Ark Diaries- The Island 1
Captains log Day 1 I have been dropped down into this mysterious island, I have no memories except for my name and seemingly how to do some very basic know how. There is a weird device in my arm that seems to digitalize everything and store it. It also shows me statistics about myself whichContinue reading “Ark Diaries- The Island 1”
If
If I were to disappear todayWould you even notice I have gone away?If you did, would you even care? If I were to fall Would you catch me?Or would you watch me? If I were to close up inside myself,Would you pull me out?Would you notice the zombiefied me? If I just went through theContinue reading “If”