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So fucking Tired

*******Not an indicator of anything that is happening right now. Was just something that was rattling around in my head for a few days******

I got the weight of the world
resting on my shoulders
my knees are starting to buckle
has i get older and the burden gets heavier

I am getting kind of tired
of seeing all the things
that a lot of people miss
getting oh so fucking tired

There’s no one left
You’re on your own
Its nothing new it
Exactly what your use to

People can be such a disappointment
I’ve only ever had myself
To rely on in the crushing loneliness
Sitting in the dark, with only the sound
Of my own heart beat inside my head

Even when surrounded by
The people that say they love me
Yet there’s no one to lean on
When I let out who I am
Got to be the pillar instead

I got the weight of the world
resting on my shoulders
my knees are starting to buckle
has I get older and the burden gets heavier

I am getting kind of tired
of seeing all the things
that a lot of people miss
getting oh so fucking tired

There’s no one left to trust
Cause I can see it written
All over their faces, and I know
They find me too eccentric




So I close up inside
I put on the face
I be the pillar and
I stand with grace

I ignore the pain and
I hide in the loneliness
Of being true to myself
And I stand strong against the tide

Surrounded by the darkness
I hold deep inside, clamp it down
But it keeps on leaking
I start to buckle yet I do not break

I got the weight of the world
resting on my shoulders
my knees are starting to buckle
has i get older and the burden is heavier

I am getting kind of tired
of seeing all the things
that a lot of people miss
getting oh so fucking tired

Published by selfdxautie

I am an Undiagnosed Non-Binary person (she/they). I stumbled across pro neurodivergent autistics by pure chance and now I help spread the information they want Parents and even our fellow autistics to know has there is a lot of misinformation out there about Autism.

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