You maybe lost right now
But a new day always dawns
The darkness is thick right now
But the light always finds away
While shadows may draw ever nearer
You’re not as alone as you might feel
Something is always there to guide you
Even when everything seems hopeless
Even when you think you have
only yourself to count on
people may surprise you
even when all faith is gone
Singing softly in the moon light
Has the shadows draw ever near
Dancing where the day meets night
You can always find me there
Don’t worry I’ll hold them tight
Won’t tell a single soul you hear
I should give you fair warning
There’s always a price to pay
Take my hand and dance with me
While away the passing hours
Sit and chat for endless days
For I am spirit everlasting
Keeper of secret desires
I’ll draw out the things you hide
So you may set aside your pride
Let the chaos in, so hopefully
the healing can begin.
I wrote a song once
about being daddy’s girl
but it was all a lie cause you see
mommy took me away
for her own selfish reasons
and daddy didn’t care
though father once told me
that he did come for me
that he was proud of me
but I know deep inside it was a lie
cause no matter how hard I tried
I wasn’t enough, didn’t matter
what was said to me I could always tell
I never made him all that proud
he kept looking for the little girl
that had long since died inside
to be reborn again and again
forge in chaos and flames
Mother once told me
I was strong because of her
yet all she did was choose
her lovers over her children
all she did was blame me for
every single fight with the one she married
bitch please im strong
because of me has all you did
was sit around ignoring what
was done to me but still
I’ve been standing here
on my own taking care of everything
that came my way, with hardly
anyone by my side.
yet still I did what I could
to be that perfect daughter
but now I know better
has it turned out I was
never meant to be a daughter
just a child, though i never
got to be a child
no matter how hard I tried
I wasn’t enough, didn’t matter
what you said to me I could always tell
I never made her proud but that okay
I like me better now anyway
I never made either of you proud
I’ve held onto all this rage
the entire time, it is it’s own beast
inside my mind that grew with me
but now we’re free and
healing fine, the beast is tamed
and is all mine both letting go
of all the rage inside
SelfdxAutie 